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Suddenly, i had the urge of blogging after such a long time.
All this time after my jc life, i've been working at fairprice hq. It's quite a manageable job i guess? but of cos, at times the workload can be quite hectic. especially when things dun go my way. well, after all how can things always turn out the way we wanted throughout our life? but one thing i'm certain is that i would never want to lead a life working as an admin staff. i'm not saying tt admin is a bad thing but it really doesnt suits me tt well...
well, all these days i've been thinking... and i'm really thinking hard. i've been living 18+ years of trapped life? perhaps a life deprived of a little more freedom? freedom is a sacred word in my home, or at least it is, in my little own dictionary. im forbidden to do things like staying one more night in a chalet (when it only adds up to 3 nights?), going overseas (even like batam) for CIP, teaching tuition at the student's place? oh well.. i cant name it all. it's all up to me to discover wtih a little price to pay - and of cos it's listening to nags. and after all the thinking, i've decided that i shld neva give in to all these restrictions anymore... if i were to receive an opportunity to go overseas for exchange programmes in my uni years, i would definitely say yes and give it a go. after all, all of us only have a lifetime to live. and we definitely dun wan to miss any opportunity and regret when we grow old n die. i muz stay firm in my belief and strive for my rights in freedom..
hmm, yest got my A lvls results. i'm pretty happy with it and i really hope i would be able to get into my desired course. of cos, i had mch to think and consider abt wad course to take. i muz really make a gd decision and not regret for life.
Jia you my friends, in all that u do. we'll definitely make it to the end...
Luv,
Kalyn |
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| (Your Name) ♥ 11:32 PM |
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| Friday, December 19, 2008 |
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hmm.. it's been another 4months since i last blogged. been rather busy these days. hardly have time to rest esp during block test. haha well.. i think i've sort of tried my best liao.. no regrets. though results may turn out bad..
still remember on 8 march.. went bck to phs.. watch leap yrs with yp n yx before gg. ya... n we invited irene n viv to go to phs 2... haha hmm how to say lehz.. i think de fun fair was quite ok ba.. quite alot of things..brought back memories of the time when we had phs carnival.. (oh ya, i wonder if it was called tt too.. i got no idea wad's de event's name though. lols) hmm bt i feel quite guilty bahz.. cos hai4 dem spend so mch $$ on de day.. n 1 slice of pizza actually cost dem 5d. hahaa cant believe it.. hmm, on tt day yx n yp also celebrated bdae for me. an early one though, bt it's alright, it's de thots dat count afterall.. hmm this yr's a special one for me.. lol for my years of life, i've never had my bdae on a sch day. haha it always fall on the march holidays.. well.. all becos of leap yr. hmm... ya n i want to thank everyone who wished me on this day... thks a lot.. =) u've all made my day in one way or another. oh ya.. n i encountered a weird incident on my bdae. on de way hm, a guy approached me.. he sounded quite anxious.. n asked me for de way to serangoon. he told me abt his unfortunate encounter of how he came from malaysia n his friends dropped him nearby to have his teeth checked n juz rejected his calls.. with his wallet n $$$ all left at serangoon... hmm after tt he asked if dere was any way to go to serangoon without $$$... hmm well.. obviously dere isnt any i guess... so after some time, i gave all my coins to him.. totalling up to 90cents.. n showed him de way to mrt.. he was quite thankful n even asked if i have enough $$$ n wanted to return me if i didn.. lol. hmm... well.. i believe him ba.. he dun sound like lying. lol hmm... ya n after tt i opened de mail n found de gift irene sent me from aust.. haha.. it was a cute kanga.. =) hmm... this yr has been quite lonely.. had my cake blown with my mum onli.. lol owells...
hmm shall post some photos to sum up... 
 hmm this cake is from yx n yp..=)
 oh ya... wanna thk marla too for de class gift.. it was lovely.. with hellokitty. haha. i loved cats.=)hmm k den.. gonna end here.. |
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| (Your Name) ♥ 5:42 AM |
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| Friday, November 16, 2007 |
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| 我想这也就是所谓的缘尽了。。。嘿。。 |
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| (Your Name) ♥ 2:22 AM |
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| Thursday, November 15, 2007 |
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mm.. some time since i've last blogged. oh. i guess now i have experienced wad i consider to be de most serious illness i've ever had for my 17 yrs of life. haha de thot of "i dun wan to die..." even came to my mind. hmm.. haiz. last fri after my trip to ikea, went bck hm, had dinner n everything was normal... until arnd 11. vomited 1st time. den 2nd time. n went to slp. n..... who noes. in de middle of de nite, at arnd 1.30am, woke up all of sudden. 1st thing head for toilet. lol. vomitted 3rd time. n de rest of de times came in at 3.30, 530am and some unknown ones too... lol. haiz. 2nd day still vomitted quite a bit. sort of reach de stage of ntg to vomit le.. went see doc. feel like vomitting along de way. arghhh. n ya. i began to have diahorea. haiz. n for sat, sun, mon n tues i'm almost bedridden man. feel so tired n wobbly all over. haiz.
sometimes i do ask myself. why am i so weak man?! n my mum aso say i'm made of paper.. lol. if YOUR heart is made of paper. i guess i'm worst off dan u. hahaa. random. :p
hmm... now i do feel better. oh thank god. i dwn to have this sickness again. it's so uncomfortable.
and i'm thankful to be "alive" once again..=)
k den end here. now gotta help my dad do hmk.. all full of dimensions. hahaa i'll take it tt i'm doing art drawin.. lol =) |
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| (Your Name) ♥ 2:34 AM |
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| Friday, November 02, 2007 |
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ahh... juz back from our 0711Bees Chalet.. haha though it was onli 2days 1 nite, we ENJOYED!=)haha it was a fun gathering for all of us. mm.. let me list out de schedule... haha
First, we checked in at arnd 3pm i suppose? yay. settled down n got out some cards to play. initially played uno. bt kinda bored. so switched to smthg more exciting. hahaa. STRESS! yeah. it was realli stress-ing. hahaaa i played against yp n we were like here n dere rushing to get our cards put up. lol. hahaaa den later we exchanged partners n i played against denise. wow. denise's realli gd at this game. haha she could juz control de cards here n dere so swiftly. haha n we continued with dis for quite some time i guess.
After tt, went out to walk walk. mm passed by de children's playgrnd or smthg liddat. n yp n kelly got realli excited with de 'balls' activities dat those kids were playin. it sort of bring back deir childhood memories? haha. lol my memories of dat was rather faded though. cant realli remember..
mm went back at arnd 6pm i guess. den watched val n viv play de ps2 game. haha after which, we started to play smthg rather pervertic i muz say. hahaha. it was sort of a wrestling game with a particular mode called de 'bra n panties'. oh man. haha cant believe we are playing tt. lol bt for fun la. nvm nvm. hahaha.
After tt, we went down to eat. oh ya. n marla's realli de chef 4 de day. she was bbqing throughout de whole nite. haha quite guilty tt we didn help mch. hmm. n later mr tan came n chat with us. After which mr chan, ms yeo, mr azahar, mrs yap came. mmm... n we were now n den eating n playing ps2. haha
At nite, we took grp photos, bathed n settled down. rather tired though. lied on de bed n rested bt couldn quite slp. haha mm n this goes on for de rest of de nite i guess.....
well, n today we went back sch early in de morn to get back results slip. rather tired n dozed a little in de bus. hmm.. i muz say today is realli a sad day. after a day of fun, we are once again faced with de terrible truth... haiz. duno wad to say. at times feel like cryin. 0711B mayb incomplete physically in de future. bt i believe it will still be perfectly complete spiritually. mm hold on to de truth n stay firm in ur beliefs. dun give up. God will neva fail u. Have faith in him for HE is always gd. Remember, 711Bees will always be dere for u...
well, guess i'll end here.
With Luv,
Kalyn. |
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| (Your Name) ♥ 6:55 AM |
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mm.. today had pw presentation. sort of nervous i guess. fumbled a bit. need to work on being more calm & project my voice louder. ahhh...
ya n chem trainin is killin me. i guess soon. haha first training n i already lost my way somewhere. lol. yp saw xm in bk on de way back hm n told me. haha bt surprising i juz turn back take a look few times. cant see n continue walkin. lol. i actually did dat for someone whom i sort of admire for arnd 3 yrs? haha cant believe tt. maybe de feeling is gone le ba. n once it is so, ntg realli matters. well. now muz focus on studies. no time to think abt all these i guess. hmm. hope tt our upcomin op will be a smooth n successful one. let's work hard! =)
tt's all for today. tired le.
live life as simple as it can be.
Kalyn. |
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| (Your Name) ♥ 7:19 AM |
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