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a painful fall...
Saturday, March 25, 2006
mm.. yest i went to watch de mv 2 becum 1... feelin quite moody actually. den later feelin a little unwell. well, i dunno y. bt it's juz like be4 i walk my last few steps of staircase to get to my doorstep, i slip and fell. quite a painful one i muz say. for an instance, i was like crawlin up and standin there in pain. and i feel so helpless and giddy... feel like fainting so mch. haiz. it make me feel so empty all of a sudden. it's like so helpless. realli helpless. normally, when near de edge of fallin, i would get some form of support to hold on to. bt yest, i couldn cos i was carrying 2 rolls of toilet paper and it's rather heavy too. i simply couldn find anything to hold on to. it made mi think why there arent someone to hold on to mi... haiz... i noe i'm realli hopeless... bt let HIM heal my wound and take away my pain. i believe HE has a plan for mi...
i juz hope for a clear and peaceful mind... one that is free of worries and pain...
it's simply too painful...
Kalyn.
(Your Name) ♥ 9:19 PM
16th Birthday...
Friday, March 17, 2006
mm... today is my 16th birthday...
well, feel a little different... had a celebration with my 3 best friends...
it's juz a simple day though, bt i felt totally diff.
mayb tat's cos of de veri fact tat it mayb de last yr we are celebrating as one. i cant help bt 2 feel a little sad. it may not be the last time. bt the nxt time to cum will probably b yrs after. well. by den i juz hope tat our relationship will remain solid n firm. tat's all i ask.
friendships are fragile. as wad i always believed, it definitely won work one-sided, bt rather, it requires 'two hands to clap'. i hope everything is possible between the 4 of us..
anyway, gals, thks for today. i've reali enjoyed myself. i like everything. esp the card, though there's smthg 'unpleasant' there.. haha. bt i noe it's from ur hearts. it's rather cute actually. haha. i realli like it... =)
mm... if onli it were 2 yrs bck... i juz ask for another 'happy birthday' from u... bt i noe for this lifetime, i shall hear onli once from u... haiz...
well, tat day i read a book n came across a beautiful theory...let mi recite it
there's things in this world which we shld realli fear...
having eyes, but nt seeing beauty
having ears, but nt hearing music
having minds, but nt perceiving truth
having hearts, tat are never moved
& therefore never set on fire...

tat's all i have to say. once again, thank u gals...
Luv,
Kalyn.
(Your Name) ♥ 4:21 AM