mm yest had a bdae celebration with yx n yp. went to j8. well, de 2 of dem were rather secretive. noein dat i dare nt go near de glass panes, dey talked secretly n isolated me away lo... haha bt i dun blame dem. dey had deir reasons i guess. went to kfc to eat n once again, dey ask me go buy myself first. lol. after eatin, dey again ask me go toilet myself. haha i did many things alone dat day actually. haha. mm finally, when i got back, dey had a bdae cake for me. it was a breadtalk box n dey ask me open myself. i was rather surprised man. when i opened it, ntg was inside. hahaa yx tried to convince me dat dey didn buy cake n she juz simply brought de box frm hm. haha i actually began to believe her until yp took out de cake.. looks like i'm getting more n more easy to be deceived. lol anyway, i love de cake n presents dey bought for me. it was lovely. thks gals. though this year irene was nt here with us, u'll still fill up de gap.. ya n i received irene's gift on wed nite. dere was a lovely card with little gifts. mm irene, pls dun think dat dey are nt presents.. indeed dey are far more dan juz gifts on my bdae. it's ur thots dat count. =)

today, went to east coast with 0711Bees. haha. it was a lovely day spent. played volleyball, captain's ball n ROLLERBLADED. oh man. i fell 2 times. my legs hurt a lot. think i cant balance myself well. haha, i'm one who will topple off even on bus. wad more do i expect. haha. mm for de one whole hour++ i think i still didn master de ART of rollerblading. haha it's seems more like a misery to me. bt nevertheless, i wanna thk siowai for her continuous 'support' all de while. haha without her i guess i will fall even more times. oh ya. dey sang bdae song for me too. thks guys. it was actually de first time so many ppl are singing a bdae song for me. haha. n thks for de gift too. it was realli a pretty bag. i love it. =)

mm think i gonna end here. life's gonna be tough bt i'll persevere! =)

oh ya. i watched de mv music n lyrics. ahh.. it's so niceee!

ya n here's a lyric of de song from de mv:

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need em again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

enjoy n here's some pics of today at east coast..