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life has neva been any simpler 4 mi...
Saturday, April 08, 2006
mm... the weather these few days realli give me the creeps. it feels as though the world is endin soon. gusts of wind hittin upon de windows simply dun gimmi any sense of security. haha. well, it's a pretty smooth week 4 mi. bt anyhw, i had several headaches too. nt worryin over studies, bt instead, over my parents...
mm. hw shld i say? it's like almost everyday, i'm drowned with nags. well, nags nt abt mi still. bt bout my dad. well. as the chinese sayin goes, jia jia you ben nan nian de jian. every family has its own pros. for mine, it's all bout $$$. silly topic. yest, one of my ex-classmates told mi bout wad her sch teaches dem. she says,"$$$makes de world goes round". well, i dun agree. bt its like somtimes ppl do get crazy over such things. n even quarrel over these insignificant issue. well. sumtimes dey do have valid reasons for gettin upset bout such issues. ppl said communication do all wonders to solvin pros. bt i dun realli see its effects in my veri hme u noe. it's like it's of nt mch use if a party do all it can 2 give advice bt d other simply ignores or keeps rebuttin bck with stpid reasons. well. let mi stop here. haiz. i realli dun understand this world. complicated one it is.
next issue: gratitudes & hatreds. mm. my mum often commented on hw bad some 'ppl' treated her n hw gd some others treated her when she was ill or wadeva. often it's de conflicting issue of her natal family n the in-laws. well. i shant say in detail. bt to mi, i cant judge on matters i didn experience personally. bt somehw i could understand the strong hatred she felt towards d in-laws by the way dey treated my family. mm. n she is one who believes firmly in returnin gratitudes n havin ntg to do with those who treated her badly. somehw this influenced mi. well. mm. i dunno.
next, i hve a qn in mind: does retribution realli exists in this world? well, a conflictin issue in my family once again. two sides of it: a bro who cheated elder bro's lottery winnin to do business n one distant relative who was led bad by relatives and cheated others money n ran to thailand. i often dun understand, why do some ppl have de heart to cheat their closed ones. isnt tt too cruel? n i can say the one who cheated bro's business ended twice in jail cos of illegal loanin of money. n the other one is crippled in thailand right nw at the age of 51. i dunno if this is retribution. bt ppl who gt cheated cursed at dem before death. so is this retribution? well, i'm unsure of tat though...
mm... i shant write anymore. tat's all i have to say.
life has neva been any simpler...
Kalyn.
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